Not feeling ok

So here's the story of why I'm feeling sad at the moment.

Last week I returned for my lovely holibobs to the very sad news that the family dog Henry had past away.

 It's funny we've known it's been coming for some time now, he was over 16 years old which is old for a Tibetan. Every holiday mum and dad go on I fear I'll get the call. Instead I return from mine to an email from my mum letting me know the sad news. Though I didn't pick a great moment to catch up with my emails as at the same moment a certain little boy wanting to play, meaning I was unable to process the information.

So on top of this the next day I find out that hubby's cousin's wife is pregnant. Again no massive shock, knew it was coming but still it hurts! It hurts in the fact that it comes so easy for some, of course now it has been suggested we give them our old pram which I'm trying to sell. Honestly I don't know how I feel about this, but why should this decision be made on their behalf? For me and hubby we said the only things we wanted new were the pram and the cot bed. So why do people get involved and make huge decisions on their behalf? I know they are just trying to be helpful but still.

On top of this any day now we're due 'The Letter!' You know the one about what we want to do about our stored embro's. I'm dreading this letter coming even though I know we're not going to having any more children I still not sure I can face making a final decision about them just yet but also don't want to have to pay to store them.

Lastly work is just horrible! The project I work on has gone super manic decisions that impact my work are not being shared with me. If someone has just bothered to have a convo with me about some bits, work wouldn't be being duplicated. But more importantly I could plan my work load better. I know I let my emotions get to me so much so I walked out of a meeting on Tuesday and then burst into tears during another one today! I'm 35 for Christ sakes not 12!

What the answers I don't know, is this just all just because it's all happened at once or is this something deeper?